Damn plot bunnies, go diaf! >_

Yes, Rockstar-AU, I'm looking at you. No. NO.
Those pages of notes? Those are doodles. Not plotlines.
Not character development, not set-up, not "plans".
I am not writing you right now. I need to finish too many other stories first.
You need to wait your turn.
And wait and wait and wait....
Because I cannot write you right now. No matter how clear the ideas and timeline and ease the notes are coming to me.
No.
*stuffs notebook under couch cushion*
If I can't see the notebook, the notebook isn't there... 
It doesn't sit on the desk beside me at work, either, when there's a gap between calls.
And it isn't 10+ pages long, either. 

*... am so screwed...*